I rushed over to Starbucks to dish with Danelle and get my morning crack and she wasn't even there! WTH? What happened to being here at 8? I text her and she informs me she didn't even have to be at work until 11! We could have stayed at the wedding longer.. and I could have had cake! Oh well, if I am going to lose weight, cake is certainly not what I need!
I decided I would head down to the park and watch CS in the gig he had in the afternoon. After all he did mention it to me, so you know of course he wants me to go... right? Right! I just don't want him to think I am a crazy stalker. As I am getting ready he sends me a text that says "I like pudding". I got a huge smile on my face and thought... ok I guess that reaffirms I am making the right decision. I text him that his "Favorite Groupie" would be there.
I got there a little late because I went and saw Juana before I left. When I finally got there, I had to find parking. That wasn't so bad if you didn't mind walking a couple of blocks. I grabbed my chair and plopped down in the sunshine in the back of the crowd. I looked around... um... I was the youngest person there. It was like I was at Geritol - A - Palooza! Now I know it was going to be older music, but I wasn't expecting so many seniors in lawn chairs. They took a break soon after I got there and I was thrilled to get a text from CS asking me if I was there. I walked over to where he was, and he hugged me. We talked and laughed bit and then he had to go back up on stage. I got to finally hear him do some songs. Just wow. He does his schmaltzy stuff and I melt like butter. I'd give my first born to have him sing like that TO me... *swoon* I can't help it. I am such a sucker for a good sexy man who can sing.
He invited me to go to get something to eat with a couple of people from the band, and of course I excepted. The conversation was funny, and interesting, but it was musician talk. I loved it. I did! However, I feel so out of my league when I was with them. At one point CS told them I was singer. I was horrified. I mean yes I love to sing with all of my heart, and music for me is my life. I would rather be dead than never be able to sing again. I feel like I have some talent, but I am JUST a karaoke singer... I have never sang with a band or had a real gig like these people. I don't have my own gig, or show, or CD. I have no idea where this insecurity is coming from. I am usually so sure of myself... so confident. I guess I am afraid I will say something silly, and I will be right back to "I like glitter". I need to just take a huge breath and be me... cause really *I* love me, and I kinda think CS likes me too.
His friends left and we had a moment alone, and I felt really comfortable sitting there with him. Talking, and laughing. Sadly the day had to come to an end because he had a hot date with a puppy. He walked me to my car and we had a moment that I didn't want to end.
I think every weekend should end like this...
Sound Track: Lady Antebellum ~ Just A Kiss
"I'd give my first born to have him sing like that TO me... *swoon* I can't help it. I am such a sucker for a good sexy man who can sing."
ReplyDeleteIt's a good feeling, to have one of those for your very own :)